Great night worship

Today was another time of night worship. I don't why. When I entered the hall, I somehow felt that I shouldn't be there. But, I sat down. And they were playing the song "For all you've done". And somehow, I raised up my hands and started singing. I don't know why. It just raised up without me knowing. So, yea.. slowly I got into the mood and I started worshipping. And, that song "Lord, you are always here with me" touches my heart once again. And for the open worship, I played the piano. Actually, Jonathan played for the led worship and he asked me whether I could play for the open worship. And, I said, "Okay.. I'll help you out." I didn't directly agree actually. But, yea. I sat there and I played. Every song that I played, I felt so happy (due to several reasons). I'll only share one of them here. To be honest, after I got my practical results for my piano, my confidence for piano somehow shattered. And, I don't dare to even play the piano. At home, I tried playing and finding back the feelings that I used to have. But, I just couldn't. The piano is tuned right after my practical exam. And I just didn't touch it for I always say I'm busy or else. And when I got my results, I just couldn't make myself play the piano. And when I did, I just felt that I'm actually just simply banging the piano and making sound out of it. But tonight, it's great! Really great! I played the piano all by myself. And I succeeded! It's really a great joy. Actually, if it's not Kian Aun who told me about it, I wouldn't have notice it also. Haha.. Yea.. That was one reason. Others, I can't really share here. :P

Apart from that, Yew Weng's message was also a good one. Short and simple. Haha.. Firstly, know yourself. Secondly, know your needs. Thirdly, know His heart. Actually, I'm very touched by the message. Yew Weng, just in case you noticed I kept looking down. Actually, I was typing your slides in my handphone. I didn't have anything to write down so my handphone was my only way. But, sad too say. When I wanted to post it up the blog, I only noticed that I didn't save it. Sigh.. But, I can still recall them, at least some. I remember the part where you said will you extend your hand when God extends His hands to help you. Actually, I was kind of tensed when I got to know that SPM is coming in 9 days' time. And, I was so darn scared. But, after today's worship and message. I somehow felt that the stones that were piling up on me were moved away. A sense of relieve? I think it's like that. Something like that. And you requested for the song "Lord, you are always here with me" again. And it touched me for the second time in just one night worship. Haha.. Amazing..

I really enjoyed today's night worship. Thank you Ricky for songleading, Eliza for backing up in singing, Andrew for playing the drums, Clarence and Glenn for playing the guitar, Yan Hoe for playing the bass, Jonathan for playing the piano, Ah Kai for doing the slides and someone whom everyone had forgotten - BERNICE!!! for standing beside Jonathan to give him support and also helping me to find score books. Thanks guys! Thank you, Lord!