Friday, February 29, 2008

One in a Million !!!

Congratulations to AYU!!! She is a fantastic singer!!! Her voice is superb! Oh my goodness!!! I really got a shock of my life when I hear her sang just now. She was showing her usual performance. She was calm and delivered her song so well. It is great to have her in the entertainment world and music industry. Thanks for voting her. This is the best One in a Million!!! Shila was not bad, too. She has her own style. The way she delivered her last song was nice. That’s her style. I’m sure she can do well in the music industry as well. Great job Shila!

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

To do or not to do?

Today is kind of special. Firstly, there are 3 people whom I know are celebrating my birthday. I don’t know whether they are reading this or not. I just want to wish Wei Min, Sabrina and my cousin, Jia Ning – HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Of course that is not the main point. I’m actually referring to one of the lessons I had in school today. It touched me a lot. My Chinese teacher was touching us about this Chinese proverb which means that one must persevere in your own conviction and don’t give up easily. Though I’ve heard this for like umpteen times, it kind of stuck in my mind this very time. She also said that it’s very hard to persevere in what we want. But we should persevere in order to achieve your goal in life. However, she said something which was rather contradicting. She said if we know that we would never achieve that particular thing, we should learn how to let go. This made me think deeply about what was happening in my life. I’m still trying to mend this friendship and I’ve never think of letting it go. But what my teacher said made me think thrice. I’ve tried my very best to communicate. But all my effort was in vain. I don’t get a single reply for what I did. Maybe I should persevere and see miracles happen. Right? I’ve prayed about it and I’ve been waiting for that prayer to be answered. But it doesn’t seem to get better. What should I say about this? To persevere or not to persevere?

Another thing – choir! I guess they were my happiest days before I took over the pose. Just because I’m the leader and I can’t help but to correct others whenever they’re wrong. I won’t say that I’m isolated or what. But experiencing back stabbing is certainly not a good feel. It’s TERRIBLE!!! Many asked me to ignore them. But the more I ignore, the more I hear. They are treating me as though I’m a big, bad monster going round telling them their mistakes. Isn’t that what a leader should do? To tell them where and how to improve? My life’s in a mess lately! Maybe not many people notice it. But it’s really in a real mess. From all aspects…

Saturday, February 23, 2008

EY Program

I started off the first EY program in church today. I wouldn't say that it's perfect. But i think it's not bad. Mind you, it's prepared in less than a month! We (me and Kar Wai) came out with 6 games. And the most terrible one was the eating part. Seriously, even I cannot tahan the smell. It's awful! I nearly vomited when the smell came into my nose. It's gross! But it's the penalty. It's suppose to be gross. Right? I want to express my gratitude to my partner- Kar Wai, Kian Aun and Wan Li for being the judges, the youths for participating, Aunty Jo for the paste and others (whom i don't really remember). Thank you!!!

Exams gonna start soon. Haiz.. So sad. Don't feel like going to school already. Hey, it's just a test. It not SPM yet! Aww...