Broken friendship

This phrase has been in my mind for a long period of time. Actually, this can be considered as a regret. A regret that will haunt me. Even if it doesn't haunt for 24 hours a day, it will still haunt me for at least a few minutes or seconds in a day. I have always wondered when this friendship can be mend. Is it within seconds? Minutes? Hours? Days? Weeks? Months? Years? Or even a life time? I know it's so stupid of me to have such thoughts. Deep inside me, I knew that it's impossible. BUT, there's only one person who can mend this - God. I've been praying and praying and praying for it for such a long time. Sometimes, I do feel tired. But, I know that persistence is all that matters. And I know God has His purpose for the answer "wait" or even the answer "no". Because He knows what is best for me. He would not give me something that He thinks is not good. However, sometimes, humans just find it difficult to trust and be patient. And I think I'm one of them.

Father Lord, I know You are the great and Almighty one. Without You, I am nothing. I pray that You will give me the strength to continue. I pray that may my faith in You will grow as time goes by. Amen

You can whisper in the crowd to him
You can cry when you're alone with him
You don't have to pray out loud to him
He knows your thoughts
On a lofty mountain peak, he's there
In a meadow by the stream, he's there
Everywhere on earth you go
He's been there from the start

I'm sure there's a reason for the songwriter to write this song.