Exam..

Just finished one week of my exams. Wow! It's not nice nor enjoying. But there is one thing that i would like to acknowledge - God is the source of strength! He indeed is omnipotent. With Him, everything is possible. Guess what? I wasn't even scared on the first day of exam. When i stepped into the school, everybody was like only staring and mugging the book. Me, i did nothing but just sat there and waited for the paper to come. Wow! That one was the best exam of my life (though I don't guarantee that I score). But I really felt His presence with me at that very moment. On the second day of my exam, I got to know a shocking news. My choir competition is on the 15th and my exam ends at 21st, which means i need to sacrifice one. Upon knowing the news, i kept praying that my dad would allow me to go for the competition as this is the state level and this is my last year. I prayed very hard for the Lord to soften my dad's heart. I can't even focus for the next paper. When i reached home, I immediately told my mum about it. I even cried telling her about my fear (maybe the crying can soften her heart and make her persuade dad but that's not the point). She just said that I should not talk when dad comes back, she will talk on my behalf (cause I always speak at the wrong time and can't get what i want). When dad came back, I kept quiet. I finished my dinner and went straight to "mug" my book. I wasn't really focusing on my book but was actually hearing to what mum was going to say. Time was ticking and it was already 9.15pm, mum hasn't talk to dad. I was like..Hello! Are you forgetting something? Mum just said "wait!". That was really training my patience! I waited and waited. Finally, mum opened her golden mouth. Dad asked me whether it would affect my exam. I replied by saying that I will still sit for the exam but I won't be having my position for the mid year (that was good for me cause then my dad won't be asking why is my position so bad and stuffs). He said let him think over first and he would give me an answer the next morning. I can hardly sleep that night. Thinking that he won't allow me to go for the competition and stuffs like that cause to me, dad really take exams seriously. I was praying so hard that i repeated the line "Lord, please soften my dad's heart" umpteen times. To my surprise, the answer i got the next morning was a "yes"! My heart was like jumping out of its position. I can hardly believe my ears. It's a "yes"! A "yes"! Thank God!!! I can go for the competition!!! It's the state level. I thought that since i won't be having my position, i don't have to study so seriously. But my piano teacher's words struck me "Your results will be your testimony to others". The other days went on quite well (but that doesn't mean i score). Friday was my EST paper1, Sejarah paper1 and Chinese paper1. I was stunned when I got my Chinese paper. I don't even know what i was writing. I came out and told my mum that i need a walk tonight. And true enough, mum brought me to Jusco (for me to release tension). She bought some sushi and 7-eleven's slurpee for my "supper" (though it's fattening to have supper but to release tension, i have to). Anyway, I still have another 7 days to go. I hope that it can pass faster. Hate exams!