Life is never easy

I've received some stunning news lately. REALLY stunning! But, it's not suitable to share here. And today.. Gosh!!! A BAD BAD DAY!!!
In the previous post, I was writing about how well my choir sang. Today, everythign was just..HORRIBLE! I guess you know why. Yes! He's here AGAIN. He changed everything to a different mood and style and it really sounded eew... We were discussing over there and suddenly this teacher, A heard us. She asked,"YES? ANYTHING?" So, I bravely said that it wasn't nice and it sounded rough la. And I got this LOOK from her as if I said something that was so serious. And she said,"WHAT DO YOU KNOW?" Excuse me! I'm just trying to voice out my opinion here madam! My goodness! Then, the other teacher, B, whom always picked on me in every practice said,"So how, Kar Men? Still wanna sing your style ar?" OI!!! What my style? I'm not trying to sing my style, it's what Mr Lee taught us. The style that made us qualified for the FINALS!!! OKAY!? How can you say that? I'm trying to give out my best and you never appreciate it also nevermind. You picked on me for FIVE YEARS ever since I joined choir. Every single soprano member knows it. Everyone sings that in soprano but you don't say any of them but just me. People talked and I as the leader should prevent them from continuing and I got lectured. What's this? Is this what I get for joining choir in whole of secondary school life? You all always said that we never key in our computer what Mr Lee taught us. Now when we're putting it into practice, you said that we sounded like chicks. What do you expect us to do? I know saying this might be irresponsible - After all it's my last year, I just put up a show that YOU want and leave school! End of choir career!- But, there's really nothing we can do. I've been the leader for almost a year but she never bothered about me. She always judged soprano and said her opinions to other members but not me. Hei!!! I'm still here okay!!! We're leaving tomorrow for the competition already. What do you expect me to do? Sing with a mood like how Mr Lee trained us after all your lectures!!?? I think it won't be THAT EASY anymore. You really kill my passion for choir. I hope it won't affect me.