Move fingers move..! Dance fingers dance..!

I didn't plan to post anything special actually. Just wanted my fingers to "dance". Hehe.. Firstly, I would want to wish my piggy brother, Clarence, a very Happy Birthday! Secondly, I want to thank your prayers. Yesterday was the best sleep ever for the past one week. Though I woke up suddenly during my sleep (due to a dream.. forgot what was it about), but I really rested. Slept soundly.. Yea.. that's the phrase! I think. Thirdly, I'm still struggling through my Sejarah. Why do we have to have Sejarah in SPM? How nice if it's not a compulsory subject. Study is like so more than enough. Why study it for exam? Haiz.. That's our local system anyway. Will have to bear with it as long as I'm here. Pray for me.. I need wisdom, patience, calmness, GOOD MEMORY, __________ (fill in the blanks).

Tiring day..

Today was so called my last day in school. So, as usual, we need to arrange for our SPM exam and stuffs like that. And the worst part was running up and down, searching high and low for a teacher to enter the annoying SMS in our school. It's not the SMS we always use in our phones, it's some kind of online report card. And I tell you, it's so darn troublesome! And yea..! I ran up and down, round and round the whole school just to get it done. Sweat! After all the exercising, I headed to the MPH for the taklimat. Nothing special actually. After the taklimat, we went for recess. Finally a break for my tummy! Last day in my school canteen.. Went to buy my favourite chinese laksa and ikan lekor. Hmm.. delicioso..! After the recess, it's another round of taklimat. Basically, we can get everything from our timetable booklet. Yet, for rules' sake, we had to listen to the PK repeat them all over again when we can actually read it from the booklet. Sigh.. So time consuming!!! After the time consuming thingy, we had to arrange tables. How I wished I was in a co-ed school.. All the shifting tables and chairs from floor to floor, all the heavy work.. all be done by guys and not us.!! Sigh.. Anyway, we still had to do it. If not, who would? Duh! So, after finishing those stupid stuffs, we got to know that we're not arranging for ourselves but other classes! Gosh! Anyway, we went to our so called exam hall. And being an obedient student, we went for the "practice how to line up" session. After that, SCHOOL DISMISSAL!!! Whew.. But come back tuition pula! Aiyo.. Wanted to take a nap but can't go to sleep. Just managed to close my eyes to rest. Went I so called woke up, I quickly asked my brother to change and fetched me to 7-eleven for slurpee! Being a good and kind sister, I gave him a treat. Anyway, it's fun.. having slurpee for tuition. Hehe..

SPM's gonna come real sooooon. Don't know whether I'll have the time to update the blog or not. But, I think I'll still spend time to update it. We'll see how then.

My souvenir?

Yup! My brother reached yesterday night. And that was what he bought for me - Kinder bueno! See that? 16 individually wrapped bars! Whoa..!! My snack during my exam period. Cool..! Though it's fattening, I don't mind this time cause people said I lost weight lately. Some said due to preparation for SPM. But, the point is.. I don't think that I'm thinner but fatter instead. So, is it optical illusion or what? Anyway, I'm gonna eat them all up!! Woohoo!!! Eat first, care later. That's what Dr Chew always tell me. *grin*

Aku dilanda masalah lagi..

I was having good sleeps after I posted the post on having sleeping problems until... yesterday. Yup! I'm having the same problem again. I slept this time. But, I woke up a few times. So, is that considered a good sleep then? Is it really because of exam? Hmm.. Weird.. weird.. weird..

Brother's coming back today!!! Woohoo!!! I want my souvenir!!! You remember anot? My souvenir.. my souvenir.. my souvenir..

Great night worship

Today was another time of night worship. I don't why. When I entered the hall, I somehow felt that I shouldn't be there. But, I sat down. And they were playing the song "For all you've done". And somehow, I raised up my hands and started singing. I don't know why. It just raised up without me knowing. So, yea.. slowly I got into the mood and I started worshipping. And, that song "Lord, you are always here with me" touches my heart once again. And for the open worship, I played the piano. Actually, Jonathan played for the led worship and he asked me whether I could play for the open worship. And, I said, "Okay.. I'll help you out." I didn't directly agree actually. But, yea. I sat there and I played. Every song that I played, I felt so happy (due to several reasons). I'll only share one of them here. To be honest, after I got my practical results for my piano, my confidence for piano somehow shattered. And, I don't dare to even play the piano. At home, I tried playing and finding back the feelings that I used to have. But, I just couldn't. The piano is tuned right after my practical exam. And I just didn't touch it for I always say I'm busy or else. And when I got my results, I just couldn't make myself play the piano. And when I did, I just felt that I'm actually just simply banging the piano and making sound out of it. But tonight, it's great! Really great! I played the piano all by myself. And I succeeded! It's really a great joy. Actually, if it's not Kian Aun who told me about it, I wouldn't have notice it also. Haha.. Yea.. That was one reason. Others, I can't really share here. :P

Apart from that, Yew Weng's message was also a good one. Short and simple. Haha.. Firstly, know yourself. Secondly, know your needs. Thirdly, know His heart. Actually, I'm very touched by the message. Yew Weng, just in case you noticed I kept looking down. Actually, I was typing your slides in my handphone. I didn't have anything to write down so my handphone was my only way. But, sad too say. When I wanted to post it up the blog, I only noticed that I didn't save it. Sigh.. But, I can still recall them, at least some. I remember the part where you said will you extend your hand when God extends His hands to help you. Actually, I was kind of tensed when I got to know that SPM is coming in 9 days' time. And, I was so darn scared. But, after today's worship and message. I somehow felt that the stones that were piling up on me were moved away. A sense of relieve? I think it's like that. Something like that. And you requested for the song "Lord, you are always here with me" again. And it touched me for the second time in just one night worship. Haha.. Amazing..

I really enjoyed today's night worship. Thank you Ricky for songleading, Eliza for backing up in singing, Andrew for playing the drums, Clarence and Glenn for playing the guitar, Yan Hoe for playing the bass, Jonathan for playing the piano, Ah Kai for doing the slides and someone whom everyone had forgotten - BERNICE!!! for standing beside Jonathan to give him support and also helping me to find score books. Thanks guys! Thank you, Lord!