Unbelievable!

At last the competition is over!!! The result was definitely a shocking one! This is the first time in my life that I got first in a competition that I take part individually. Normally, I just get like third, consolation prize. This time I got first for singing a song that I don’t know. That’s amazing! Haha..With God, everything is possible. Thank God!!!

What a day?or week?

Today was a day that was full with the word “anger”. Isn’t that terrible? I tried so hard to control it. I didn’t scold that person but ended up pouring out everything to my buddy in class. The whole day’s mood was spoilt. Terrible experience! It made feel like not attending the choir practices anymore. It’s not the first time it’s happening. Sometimes, I really feel like shutting myself in the room and keep out from everybody in the world. I once had so much passion for choir and thought of how to strengthen the relationship within my group and stuffs like that. Now, I really feel like quitting. But, I just can’t do it!

Competitions are coming up very soon. Wednesday would be my singing competition which is so boring. Can u believe that I’m actually singing “Getaran Jiwa” by P. Ramlee? The thought that I’m going to sing this song really made me shiver. Such an old song and it’s sung by a guy that’s not from “my time”. Goodness! I don't even know how to bring out that song. Next week will be the next choir competition. Seeing all the dissatisfaction in choir, I guess I just need to close one eye and concentrate on the competition. We really need to work very hard. Luckily, I won’t be working with those people. At least, this can help me to cool down. I’m sure as time goes by, the anger will soon fade away.

Thank you...

Just to let you people know. If you sense something fishy about me lately, I guess you are right. Anyway, I would like to thank you for expressing your concerns. There’s nothing you all can do except to pray for me. I know the step to leave this “fishy” thing has to be taken by me and I need time to take it. I really thank you all for the love that you all showered on me and the care as well as concern that you all shown me. Thank you!!! Love you guys. At the moment, I just need your prayers and support. There are sufficient for me.

Scrabble Tournament @ Anderson

Today’s is the 9th Inter- School Scrabble Competition of Perak. This is final year of participation so I joined, thinking of the certificate and the fun I can have meeting with the opponents for the last time. And sure enough I did have fun though this has the least schools. I played with San Min’s Lim Yee Sing for the first game and lost with the spread of -59. Then I played with Anderson’s player called Jerome. He kept shaking his head throughout the whole game. He said it was his first time joining an indoor game. Can u believe it? I was like..i never join outdoor games. I got to know that I was actually playing with a school basketball player. And I won with a spread of +150. After that, I proceeded to the 3rd game which was against another Anderson team. This opponent of mine, known as Chin Wai Sing, kept looking down throughout the whole game. I wonder why? Am I so ugly or I scare him? I’ve no idea. I won with a spread of +218. After lunch, I compete with the 3rd Anderson game which was the best team from Anderson. I’ve played with this guy last year and he’s good! This guy which is known as Song Wai Kit was challenged by me throughout the whole game. And he used his secret technique again, which is disturbing the opponent. He had only one question to throw to me from the beginning of the game till it ends – you got bingo ar?- I was so sick of that question that I told him to shut up. But it was futile. Last game was with my junior. Guess what? They won almost every game with the pros. I was so scared. But the game turned out to be a draw. Lucky me! But overall we did okay. The junior team got 3rd. Though the senior team lost, we had fun! We said to own team mates that we didn’t want to win cause we didn’t want to practice. Bad right? Anyway, 6 girls from AMC were invited for the individual tournament. But, I’m not planning to go though. SPM is near. I think this is far more important than competition. Right?

Let’s see some weird words that occur throughout the competition today.

Barf
Upo
Sjoe
Awa
Fez
Sweeting

Those are only some. There are still more that I didn’t record down. Same conclusion like last year. Weird words do score!

Another busy week...

A week has passed. AGAIN. It passed just in a blink of eye. So fast! It has been a busy week like usual. Monday was my godsister’s birthday. Went out to celebrate her birthday but left rather early due to some unforeseen and foreseen circumstances. Then, I went home for my usual piano lesson. Tuesday was choir practice after school. Wednesday was tuition after school. Thursday was another choir practice that caused me to skip my BK class. Mr Lee was there. He was rather strict with us on that day. Not very used to it though. But still have to adapt. The most funny thing is that he taught us not to sing like a 60 year old (because someone taught us to sing like one whenever he’s not here). He said our voice should sound like a 20 year old or younger. Friday was tuition after school. Saturday was quite packed. Went to school for Biology extra class then tuition in church. Had EY after that and practice for the AOG fellowship worship part. When I reached home, I desperately needed the bed. But I couldn’t, cause I need to surf the internet (what a stupid excuse). Today’s EY was about STUDY, STUDY, STUDY. We had a so called “test” to prove that guys are smarter than girls (which I consider that test invalid because the girls lost). The questions were way too LOGICAL. Girls are more emotional type, less logical. But that doesn’t mean that girls are not smarter than guys. OKAY KIAN AUN!? In that session, I learnt a lot. SERIOUSLY! Studies do help us in the future. But that doesn’t mean that those who don’t do well in studies are failures! And sometimes, our results are not up to our parents’ expectation. Like parents always say, “We just want you to do your best.” and stuffs like that, well, they are parents. They say what they think though they don’t act what they think. Haha.. Anyway, we study to glorify God. We should do everything the best we can for we’re serving the Lord not men.

*Sad weekend... I have 7 essays to work on where 6 are to be handed in on Monday. I'm dead meat!