Today was a day that was full with the word “anger”. Isn’t that terrible? I tried so hard to control it. I didn’t scold that person but ended up pouring out everything to my buddy in class. The whole day’s mood was spoilt. Terrible experience! It made feel like not attending the choir practices anymore. It’s not the first time it’s happening. Sometimes, I really feel like shutting myself in the room and keep out from everybody in the world. I once had so much passion for choir and thought of how to strengthen the relationship within my group and stuffs like that. Now, I really feel like quitting. But, I just can’t do it!
Competitions are coming up very soon. Wednesday would be my singing competition which is so boring. Can u believe that I’m actually singing “Getaran Jiwa” by P. Ramlee? The thought that I’m going to sing this song really made me shiver. Such an old song and it’s sung by a guy that’s not from “my time”. Goodness! I don't even know how to bring out that song. Next week will be the next choir competition. Seeing all the dissatisfaction in choir, I guess I just need to close one eye and concentrate on the competition. We really need to work very hard. Luckily, I won’t be working with those people. At least, this can help me to cool down. I’m sure as time goes by, the anger will soon fade away.
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