A SUPER random thought

If today is my last day

I wonder what are people's first reaction when they know that I'm no longer around
I wonder what people will write on my Facebook wall
I wonder what people will say in my funeral
I wonder whether people will think that I was a blessing or otherwise
I wonder whether people will feel happy that I left
I wonder whether people will cry
I wonder whether people will laugh
I wonder whether people will cheer

If today is my last day...

From the bottom of my heart

Actually I know something has happened
Actually I sense the difference
Actually I know I'm not thinking too much
Actually I'm disappointed because of it

But I know there's nothing that I can do
Perhaps I'm just not her

It's my mistake

I thought you were different
But you turned out to be just like the rest

I thought things have changed for the better
But it turned out to be the opposite

Yeaaaaa
I thought many things
But thoughts are JUST thoughts
They will never be a reality

*Is this pre-exam emotion disorder or what?

I KNOW

I know I am a failure
I know I don't have as many friends as YOU
I know I am not as sociable as YOU
I know I am not up to YOUR expectation
I know I am a nobody

All I want to say.. YOU don't have to make me feel more terrible about myself with the things YOU do

I know I'm not perfect and nobody is.

加油吧！

身为你的朋友。。

我不会怪你。。

我不会强迫你。。

我会默默地支持你。。

我会陪你走过这一段路。。

你不需要理我。。

也不需要刻意为我做些什么。。

只要你开心就好。。

友谊不是轻易可以得到的。。

友谊是需要经过磨炼的。。

友谊是需要付出的。。

我等。。