From the bottom of my heart

Actually I know something has happened
Actually I sense the difference
Actually I know I'm not thinking too much
Actually I'm disappointed because of it

But I know there's nothing that I can do
Perhaps I'm just not her

It's my mistake

I thought you were different
But you turned out to be just like the rest

I thought things have changed for the better
But it turned out to be the opposite

Yeaaaaa
I thought many things
But thoughts are JUST thoughts
They will never be a reality

*Is this pre-exam emotion disorder or what?